Harrison. Melbournian. Queer. Socially awkward weirdo. 26, so that's like midlife crisis age in gay years.

So as of yesterday I’ve put my picture on my Grindr profile and I already have had a message from a guy telling me my picture is cute and that it’s a shame that I’m only on there for a documentary because I’m “kissable” and to be honest my reaction is just “awwww, yay, self esteem boost activated”.

Ugh, I feel like I’m a terrible, lazy piece of shit who hasn’t done nearly enough work on his film.

I feel like I’ve been so slack with my film this year.

Meeting one of my potential participants tomorrow. The first. I’m nervous. Wish me luck.

As someone who wants to be a filmmaker, I’m feeling massively grossed out by Hollywood atm and I think I’m going to have to shelve my dreams of making horror movies and vampire epics with great cinematography and production values…


*patiently awaits this week’s installment of RuPaul’s Drag Race*